Doug, you have some much to contribute to this forum, your vast experience in fine art makes me feel like you're a walking fine art encycleopedia. I tried fine art genre only about two years ago and I'm still learning. There may have been times when we have misunderstood each other on another forum, but so what. I respect you and your work. As far as wanting to leave this forum think of it this way, if you were with the same woman for a very long time most likely you learned so much about her that the two of you are one and you know each other's needs, strenghths and weakness so you you compensate and compliment to make the relationship work. Now let's say that your lady is taken away by forces beyond your control and you know she will never be back. One day another lady comes to your life who is younger, capricious and beatiful, you can't resist her. You take her for a test drive with mixed results, you liked the feeling you get, but there are many complexities in her personality that you have not yet figured out how to deal with. I hope you would not leave her, but learn how to deal with her personality traits to benefit from the good feelings you get by being with her. This forum is young and at times capricious and temperemental, but at the same time offers a lot of resources so we all grow with it. Don't you agree with me?
Jill V of Arizona is locally called the Sun Diva, I really enjoyed working with this model.